September 2009
16 posts
“I don’t want to breathe all the memories that I see. Kick the dust,...”
– David Choi.
Afterthoughts.
dang, I don’t understand what’s going on today.. why do I feel this way? boy: “haha oh shoot. I read that wrong. at first I thought you said I wish I could sleep with you.” girl: “haha! in your dreams!” boy: “I thought it was in your dreams too.” girl: “woah.. well keyword = was.” shoot. that’s why. I thought I was over it.
Maybe...
nickynicknick:
“Faith without deeds is dead, prayer without action is meaningless. Action without knowing the Word of God is misdirected. Hearing the Word and then acting upon it is true kinship with Christ.”
— DA TROOF. Time to practice what we preach ya feel me? (via sirtap)
oh my. time to take this to heart.
does it exist?
jerickegida:
her: i don’t believe in love…i think it’s just fantasy him: well i think you’re wrong her: then what am i missing? him: you’ll know when you feel it
awh, I agree :)
Tell me why.
I’ve never felt this blank before.. this isnt the first time that this has happened. all I can think about is you. I try to forget you, but I just can’t.
you’ve given me crap. when I gave you me. not over it. not yet.
nobody feels the way I do about you. I don’t know what to do anymore. my heart feels shattered. into a million pieces.
this is why I never wanted to fall...
hidden truths, huh?
there’s a little truth behind every just kidding. a little curiousity behind every just wondering. a little knowledge behind every I don’t know, and a little emotion behind every I don’t care. girl: “haha, well duh. I think you’re the most amazing person ever!” boy: “do you REALLY?” girl: “haha, fool. I was just kidding” boy: “you...
"You know I'll catch you through it all."
Take my hand, take a breath Pull me close and take one step Keep your eyes locked on mine, And let the music be your guide. Won’t you promise me we’ll keep dancing wherever we go next. It’s like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you. It’s one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do. And with every step together, we just keep on getting...
You'll be okay.
I couldn’t live without you, no. Couldn’t see myself without you but it’s over now. I’m lost when I’m without you. My heart just doesn’t beat the same, I ain’t got no one to blame. And when I’m alone, I tell myself, “I’ll make it on my own.” Like the lyrics of a sad song, mine was feeling so wrong. If you could only hear the words I...
ugh. wtfreak loser?
OHMYGOSH. we’re so freakin’ young! who’s fault was it for dreaming in the first place? I dream of meeting mr. right. I dream of wearing a beautiful gown. I dream of walking down the isle in the church. I dream of having that. but I’m not going to narrow anyone down. I’m not going to be like most people and think “IS HE THE ONE?” cause that’s just...
September 7th, 2008
michelle: "I wont dump you after, I promise." guess what? he dumps her right after.. what does that tell you? that this boy is a jerk. and what does it make the girl think? that ALL boys are jerks. why is it so hard to find a decent guy now? if you dont intend to give the girl a good relationship, dont even get us started. and if all you wanna do is "hook up"... get out of my fucking face. dont make a promise that you dont intend to keep. "we wont be dating anymore, but we'll be friends... best friends. I promise." yeah.. the boy and the girl arent even friends anymore. they never talk and they havent hung out in weeks. what does this tell YOU? that this boy makes promises so then the girl will leave him alone for the moment. what does this tell the GIRL? that ALL boys make promises so then girls will leave him alone for the moment. boys are jerks. they're stupid and unreliable. I can't believe that I'm writing this weeks after my breakup but wtheck. I think that boys should be more considerate of the girl that they're with. girls dont like to get played.
carl: what are u on.. like girls dont treat us the same way? we tell them we love them and we'd doing anything to be with them and love them. and when you're away, the girl will go behind your back. or make an excuse to dump you like "my mom says we shouldnt go out anymore" while her last ex lasted even longer.
michelle: what? girls are so used to guys telling them that so that's why we dont always accept and trust guys when they say that. girls don't want to dump guys most of the time. maybe when a girl says that, its not a made-up excuse.
carl: then you shouldnt say all guys are jerks. real MEN will treat you right. they'll put you first above everything else, and you shouldn't always trust some in the first month so. you know what I mean? it might as well just been spur of the moment relationship. and just be smart about who you date.
michelle: it just feels that way. now that I think back.. I just don't want to be involved with guys at all
carl: just let me give a few example of real guys.
1.They respect you and your space.
2.They put you as they're first priority every single day.
3. he humors you because no ever likes a so-so serious relationshop
4. the boys always telling you wheres he at so you never worry about him
5. fianlly a good bf is one that listens to you never argues, or raises a hand.
lol good than stay single enjoy you're life. forget all this stress =]
michelle: haha, thanks. I guess there are some decent guys out there. I just need to find them.
carl: lol its like they say "easy come easy go." don't stay single forever but just be smart about who you choose to be with. and not just because of one event. just make the best choice.. you should save those 5 traits xD Carl's wisdom pwahahah
I love my kuya We had this conversation about a year ago. Funny how I feel the same way about guys again one whole year later.
When I'm with you.
Now we’ve been talking for a while, and you got me trying to figure out. Boy, I don’t know what to say to you.. but you got me feeling some kind of way for you. And all I know is when were together, no one can make me feel the way you do, baby. I wish each moment could last forever. It’s hard to explain the way I feel for you. I just can’t find the words. You got me losing...
I was the bad girl?
If this is how you truly felt, you wouldn’t be trying so fucking hard to get me back. don’t lie to yourself. you don’t know a thing about how I fucking felt. all you focus on is that one fucking little thing. who the hell do you think you fucking are? I was not out riding with other guys. would I have even told you all that I did if I was? I wouldn’t worry about you anymore...
My dream is you.
do you even know what you mean to me? well I”m at a loss for words. do you even know you make me so happy? well I’m at a loss for words what can I say? what can I do to let you know how much I treasure you? I could be with you an hour or two and not even say a word. we can sit and talk the day away and we still have more to say. how can this be? its too good to be true. its you and me....
Fridays..
okaay. so I think I’m going to try to write a tumblr everynight haha.
so I didn’t write one yesterday so I think I will :)
it was alright I guess. just kind of unexpected. with everything going on and all.
I woke up and I was like “ugh, fridays…”
well that’s only cause I really don’t like fridays.
so chinese was just stupid. I really don’t like my teacher. she can’t teach for one...
Goodbye pride.
Haha, weird day.. I’m really tired though cause I guess I stayed up too late on the phone last night haha. but man, I woke up and I couldn’t quite get out of bed. I just didn’t WANT to get out of bed. but I had to wake up my oldie friend so I was thinking “eh, I need to wake up anyways..” BUT. I went through day in an off mood haha. like, I didn’t know how I...
Get over it.
I’m finally over it.
thank God :]
a question raised last night was “what do you really want, michelle?” and my oldie friend told me that I needed to figure that out before I start inserting myself into someone else’s lives.
I had no idea what I wanted at that time, or ever for the matter.
but I realized while on the phone with my oldie friend, that I ultimately wanted...