December 2010
16 posts
Backstabbing, wannabe bitches, gtfo.
Don’t be telling everyone you’re my best friend then go talk shit. My best friend? In your dreams. You can be my best friend when you actually give me a reason to trust you.
Dec 31st
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I hate nosy ass people.
Like really, do you have nothing else better to do other than complain about my life? For one thing, this is my life. Deal with it. Second, I don’t give a crap about what “suggestions” you make, who are you to tell me what to do or what you imagine would be ideal for me? You’re my friend’s mom, shut the fuck up. I won’t lie, you’ve been on my nerves for...
Dec 29th
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It's so hard to grow up in an asian family where...
Dec 29th
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Dec 28th
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Ecstasy.
The drug? No, you corrupted people. I’m not talking about that little pill that can make you feel like you’re bouncing off the walls. I’m just talking about the pure feeling of ecstasy. Ecstasy can be felt without the drug, it can just be a natural high. That’s what I felt today. After he ran after me as I left the concert halls, I had this pure feeling of ecstasy. I...
Dec 26th
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hella interesting night o.o
ryrybeast: so i was at this Eason Chen concert, that guys if fcking hilarious XD BUT ANYWAYS. so i walked towards my seat to this guy that directed us to the row. and this girl in front of my wouldnt stop smiling at me.  and when the concert was ending. and i saw her got up and leave… ED BAUZON, your lessons has hit me right then and there. and so i got up and ran after her. she already...
Dec 26th
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I saw you. You saw me. You asked for my number. I...
Dec 26th
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Deep Talks and Long Walks.
Walking in the rain does things to me, it makes me think about the things I don’t necessarily usually allow myself to think about and my mind wanders to places that I try hard to keep hidden. Deep talks, deep talks with myself, deep talks with my mind, a wrestle in my heart. In a way, nothing ever turns out right. I have everything in the world. I have family, I have food, I have shelter, I...
Dec 20th
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Dec 19th
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Dec 19th
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Time Changes Things.
When I was naive and younger, in my junior high days, I only knew how to wait. Whether the guy liked me or not, I waited for them. I always had the hope that they would someday come to like me back, that this time sitting around wasn’t a waste. I always had hoped that they will someday come to look at me and see a real person, not just a little girl that blends in with the crowd. I always...
Dec 14th
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Dec 13th
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Dec 12th
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I'm sorry.
I realized that I let a lot of calls go to voicemail. Its not a particular person, I just haven’t been feeling up to phone calls. So here I am, typing this and letting the phone ring, just waiting for it to stop.
Dec 9th
You know what I want?
brandoncee: I want someone who knows what it’s like to be hurt, to be heartbroken. To know what it feels like to have so many years worked up to get those walls built, and then someone comes around and crashes it down, only to get disappointed. I want someone who knows what it feels like, so they won’t let me down. For once. I’m just looking for that right one. Forever alone.
Dec 8th
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Dec 8th
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